Recognition Of Personal Roles...

“…Softly, my hands slid down the length of his arm. It’s been a month since I even gazed at him, let alone touch him. His unmoving limbs, lifeless body caused me to tremble. The sorrow and anger raging inside me was like a whirlwind of catastrophic emotions. None could take reign, yet all were controlling me. I stood by his bedside for about 2 hours, caressing his bruised, unrecognizable face. The wounds were not healing as quickly as they should have. His body should have recovered by now, yet no visible trace of renewed skin was found. Could it be, that the transfusions only lasted for so long? My thoughts varied from one to another, all focusing on the love I had for this man. This man. My man. My Alex….”

A Piece From A Time Before...

"...my fragile body was being thrown around; a wall became my resting place. The only sensation felt was the constant nagging of my rib poking through my already shriveled skin. The memory of when the damage happened was presently escaping my memory. In fact, I couldn't remember anything past this morning. The more I struggled to find some kind of recognition of where I was, and even who I am, paranoia crept over me, the hairs on the back of my neck raising. A shadow too large to be one person was lurking in the corner. As an unnatural instinct swept through my blood, my fingers cradled the rib sticking through, gently applying pressure. I felt a warm, sticky liquid spill out, yet only felt a slight discomfort. Without any further thought, I ripped the bone from my body and threw broken body from the cold wall, launching myself into the strangers. I rammed into the first pulling my body weight into my good side knocking him over. I went for the second, trying to plunge the make-shift knife into the throat, yet the stranger was faster than I was, and much stronger. With one quick blow to the head with the back of his hand, I went down. As I fell to my surely impending death, only to hear the aggressive one say 'She is now ready for the check-up.'......"

The Reasons Behind It...

To start off, this must be clear: I do not want any of this to be stolen, that is word for word, you can use the posts as models, but not copying and pasting. Second, this is mainly for my ongoing battle for making time in writing, that I will be responsible for updating, therefore causing me to have to write more. Win-win situation because my work will also be out in the open. Last and most certainly not the least, I am in no way a good writer or ever will be, but dreams are dreams, and to get the occasional read from another will allow some very needed feedback.